SAIL
When you wake up, in the morning
and the sun hits your sleepy eyes
know that I might be, thinking of you
and I might love you all my life
And I would have sailed the ocean blue
to be with you, but I, didn’t sew the sail.
Well, I do alright in the morning
but it gets harder towards the end of the day
this sad space of not quite knowing
can leave even a strong heart sunken in
So I pull these sad glass bubbles
from out of my throat
and I throw them, skipping-hicupping
out across the water
They float and I know
That I'll see them again, sooner than later
Cuz the never ending rolling tide has
Never ending change in mind
And I hope to see you more clearly
Yes to gaze upon your lovely face and
Love you freely, my dear
So when you wake up, in the middle of the night
And there’s somebody new by your side
Find your way back to your good dreams
And know that everything will be alright
Looking out on the ocean blue and I think of you
And I let you go,
I let you go,
I let you go
Vocals, Ukulele, Composition: Maya McNeil
Bass, Drums, Electric Guitar: Beaumont Bradbury
Production, Mixing and Engineering: Matt McDavid
Co-Production: Maya McNeil
I wrote this song in one go, sitting on a boulder on the Bolinas, CA shoreline, shortly after a monumental break up. I sang it for the previous partner shortly after, and neither of us really understood it or even liked it much. Too soon I suppose. But whatya know, over a decade later, they have sailed on to be one of my truest best friends, delightfully married to another rad human and with a kiddo, whom both I adore. The good dreams are good, the glass bubbles and the hiccups are as real as they come. The boulder is still on the shore. I am still sewing my wind filled bellows, singing songs of sea change and watching the tide.